I am finding it hard to keep up nowadays, don't have anything exciting to share, been too busy to think of stuff to do to grow my followers too. Still have ads coming in though and thankful for it, really! Thank you :) Can try awesome stuff and get paid for sharing about it, ain't gonna complain and say no since bills still have to get paid. It's seriously the one of the best jobs a girl can have. But I guess my partner being much older than I am hopes I wake up and transition into a "woman" (more matured la) soon and not be into all of this "temporary" stuff. Because one day I might go down and if I don't have an alternate route, life won't be as easy for me. Some more I'm so vain, I love doing my hair, aesthetic and lasers, manicures, buying make up...etc...what if one day I lose sponsorships and not have the financial capabilities to afford it on my own. Oh the horror. But scaring me with that, guess it worked! Lol. There are more things to life for me now than being Internet Famous. Good thing I guess? But sad at the same time to fade, fade, fade away...slowly... :( I do hope to still maintain a good amount of followers for as long as possible but somehow do feel like having a different say in things have affected me as I am not on the same side as the majority. Some people aren't open minded enough to accept that I have a different view.
Actually this post was longer...wrote it last night when I couldn't sleep because a lot went through my mind at night. I need to stop doing my word vomits! Haha. Most of the time it's written using my phone lying on bed and I hit publish without putting much thought into it. However I woke up to a friend saying putting it up was not the best idea because I should be protecting myself and staying away from drama. Then it hit me, yeah, maybe now isn't the right time too with so much stuff to do and so little time. But if u read it, great...now u know what goes on in this head of mine...